Is the burden of what you are carrying getting heavy?
(Stay with me)
I could of went my whole life without looking within. Without taking responsibility and blaming whoever hurt me. I was “fine” 😊(until you poked me).
👉If someone hurt me it was never my fault it was always about them.
👉And with that unwillingness to look at me, came pain and confusion of why I could never figure out what I wanted, what would make me happy, why everything seemed to happen to me.
👉I felt lost as to why I couldn’t have been given a “normal” life.
It was a lot to carry. 🥵I wanted something or someone to save me. I had no idea how to save myself. Not a clue! I researched, I did counseling and I talked a lot about my problems. I can say counseling had it place and held me, when I felt broken and couldn’t function. Then what? I never knew what to do after? What tools to use to prevent myself from going back.
Maybe I wasn’t ready. Maybe it was time for a new approach. 🤷🏻♀️
Coaching showed me, me. All of me. 💁🏻♀️ And I now have the tools to dig myself out. And sometimes I still need help too. 🙋🏻♀️
Coaching showed me, how to take FULL responsibility for MY life. That things don’t happen to me, they happen for me.
I am not going to lie 🤦🏻♀️ it is not easy looking within and claiming all your faults. And I can tell you each time I do I become more and more clear on me! I see more and more of me and not all the mask I was wearing to hide myself. 🦹🏻♀️
The catching myself and looking within me and claiming what is mine gets easier. I feel lighter, I feel more connected to myself. I can come from love and compassion when before I came from disappointment, hurt, confusion and despair.
I am committed to keep going. The grit it takes to do this work is so much lighter then the pain it takes to carry the burden. 🥰
Picture taken on my trip! 😍